I wish I wasn't a literally useless human leech, that'd be nice. But apparently brain damage says no. So I guess here I am, slowly rotting away, constantly so exhausted and filled with pain and brain fog that gets worse whenever I focus or try to do anything taxing that I can't even watch fucking TV let alone be useful ninety percent of the time, and when I can do anything, I just burn myself out in a week. All I've got are slapdash posts on mastodon, audiobooks, walks, and maybe model kits
I constantly feel like everyone around me, especially on here, is judging me, as if everything I can do is proof I should be able to do more or should be doing more and everything I can't do is proof of my worthlessness